It’s hard to zoom out and see that you can grow and realize lifetimes of knowledge, wisdom, and truth if you are willing to dive deep and wide into the world and into who you think you are. You are not stuck into being one identity. You are not lost where you are. You have just realized that you wanted to do it your way. You can learn from the world but you will understand from your life. You can play dumb and ignore your lesson and repeat your challenge, or you can rise to see that it was a pebble in the road disguised as a mountain. The pebble can be a mountain and a mountain a pebble when seen from two different minds
You are greater than what your mind tells you. Continue to bump into shit and make a mess of things and create a masterpiece. Do it your way. Life is yours to experience. You are not lost and you are not forgotten. Keep moving forward.